Crash and Burn

Its amazing how fast one can fall 

And crash to their death

On top of the world 

Having it all

When 

In a split second

It's all gone

That high you felt

Could never last so why bother

Trying to make it last

Hope is gone

That spark of faith 

Is quick to fade 

What's wrong with me

Why am I this way

Meaningless words have torn me

Apart

And I 

I let them

Momentarily I had it all

Then I stalled

Crashed

And Burned 

Auto-pilot on

I've lost control

Here I go again 

Will I land safe or

Will I make a 

Suicide mission out of 

The life I continuously

Manage to abuse

Time and time again

I don't know if I 

Can do it 

Anymore as I slowly

Shutdown

And live in 

My auto-pilot world

Where no one 

Will ever know the truth about what

Lies inside