Sunday, May 1, 2011

Wounded

Physically you never did anything to me
But Actions speak louder than words
And the mixture of both put a lance through my heart
Right next to the dagger that was already there
Straight from Romeo
Poor Juliette
It’s like I’m tied to a cross
And my demons keep jumping aboard
Pushing me down
But I keep fighting and when I stand back up
They work through you
Slowly you’re killing me
Making me want to die
Just so you won’t have to deal with me anymore
You’d like that wouldn’t you
I know you would since my demons are working overtime
Just to get in your head
Just so you can be the one to push me off the ledge
And after I’m gone will you remove your lance and have him take the dagger
Or will you shoulder all the blame on to him cause let’s be honest that’s not fair
Since it wasn’t just him it was you too
Once again it wasn’t something I wanted you to find out
But it just slipped out
And look where it got us
I’m standing on the edge of the ledge
Ready to jump ready to get pushed by you
I thought you were going to remove your lance at one point
But rather instead you took hold of it and gave it a twist
I used to have a stone heart but I got rid of it big mistake
Romeo and You eviscerated the real heart I had
So back to stone it is
No more worrying about all the deep scars that were cast onto me
Love doesn't exists, it's simply a cruel game... the mind plays on the heart 
And I lost
I lost not only my heart but my friends
I have nothing left how am I supposed to carry on
As a hermit perhaps
Aye yes that shall be the life for me
I’ll still care about the others I just won’t be able to show it
Since God forbid I show you I care and have learned
From this retched mistake 

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