8 Months 16 Days

8 months 16 days

It’s weird how time changes things

Not always for the good

This far in and it shames me to say that

That well my day isn’t going so good

And to be honest I’ve come pretty close to slipping

Why is it that while I’ve come so far I now can’t ask for help

What’s wrong with me

Do I have too much pride

I contemplate the consequences

Can I make it to a year or am I just kidding myself

Weigh the options and find that for now I’m safe

But how much longer do I have before

I slip