Isolation

Isolation stings

Especially when you are alone in a group

It sends a chill to the heart

That disperses throughout the body and mind

 My body goes numb from the chill

And I wish to feel something if just for a moment

No matter what I have to do

I have goals but still I struggle

Few share my struggle

But those who do know the sting of Isolation

Slowly it kills me taking some life with

Every chill that pumps through my system slowing

My heartbeat

Fogging my mind with plaguing thoughts

This isolation works as a form of poison

Immune to the antidotes that I had previously used

I knew it was only a matter of time before that happened

At least for now its effects are slowed by my body

Reacting trying to fight the fallout that is sure to occur

Solitary confinement of the mind in a place full of life

Is no way to live yet, it is how I live

Do as I say not as I do

When you look at my life don’t follow suit

This poison is mine and is not to be taken